Really?!

I hate this weather!!! I can't freaking stand it anymore!
The last week everyone has been out of school.
The ice, the snow, the freakin cold!! I hate the cold!
I'd pretty much like to scream at this point, haha.
Mr. fuckin Save-a-cent, likes to cut wood in the basement right under my bedroom at 6:30 in the dag on morning! Who the hell does that?! REALLY?! Ugh, whatever.

I guess I'm really just ready for babycakes to come back from Haiti. It's nice to hear from him an all but nothing beats him here with me. Damn earthquake. I am proud of him though, an he's doing what he can an as fast as he can to get home. Then this Panama City team trip deal, I think everyone has the same open-minded question as I do, Are we allowed to go with? It'd make sense if we weren't but there was nothing saying he couldn't...unless he just didn't tell me. I don't have no freakin clue.

I must give it to my exhusband though for leaving me with nothing an then waking me up at all crackass hours of the morning, trying to talk to me. I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO YOU!!!! Leave me alone, kaythanksbye. Really. I love how I'm just pushed to the back an second best with that man. I expect it now, but it was the same way through our marriage. He's moved on an so have I, no need to play back memories an talk to me about em. I don't feel any different then when we called it quits. I'm happy we are through, I couldn't stand you anyways. You kept me locked up in our house, all the time. You did nothing for me but drive me to my wits ends! WE ARE THROUGH...game over.

Okay I guess I'm done complaining. I'm just sick of it all. Yes there's days I'm fine an I'm having a really good day..not today, not right now. I'm going to go cuddle up with my blankets, eat cereal, an watch movies. Snow day :)

-signingoff->