An I've done just about nothing this whole day. It's still snowing, an still freezing as ice! Ughhh.. Well on the better side of things I talked to babycakes :) Hes good as always. Makes me happy. I've seen my sister flip out over stupid things since she didn't have to work, an then I took a shower. Got out an talked to a friend I haven't in a while. That's pretty much been my day. Now I'm on here, Facebooking an listening to music..ehh whatever haha.
Oh so I actually got to the bottom of this whole Panama City trip for babycakes. Its a team deal, eh go figure lol. If hes happy an wants to go then there's nothing I can do. I'm happy for him, they deserve to go on a nice trip an have fun after all that Haitian adventure. Lol, its okay though. We'll make the best of the time we have. Still hoping we get some sort of leave time when they get back. That'd be FANTASTIC!! WOOTT!!! :D I guess we'll see. Hehe. Hopefully after his guard shift he'll get online then we'll chat it up. He's such the love of my lifeee!!!
So I read the most amazing news article this afternoon. A freakin' 11 year old girl gave birth to a baby boy. I'm happy for her I am, it's a living, breathing, eating human being. It's still shocking to me though, that it happened. As an 11 year old you deffinately shouldn't be out having sex or even thinking about having sex. For god sakes your 11 years old! Its insane to even think about. You should be worrying about school, skinned knees, an acting like a child. Its amazing how the generation has changed. Yes I probably don't have much room to talk but when I was younger (11-) we deffinately weren't worrying about having sex I can tell you that much. I've seen what a child can do to a family at a young age. I've seen my step-sister go through something similiar, actually she dropped out of the 8th grade to have my nephew, tried to go back in the 10th grade, made it through then dropped out her Junior an Senior year. Went an got her GED then got pregnant again. Children at that young of an age can do some pretty good damage. Some families can handle it an then some families, pretty much 95% of those families fall under. It's a difficult thing to deal with. Time to talk to children at a age as young as 11? Looks like it, an seems so.
I guess as being as young as I am, that story kind of made me look at my life. I'm no saint by any means. I've seen things a 19 year old really shouldn't of. I've been put through hell growing up. My parents are divorced, an have been since I was little (3 years old), I have been back an forth for so long with living with my dad, then living with my mom. I have two younger sisters an they've been through it as well (still currently going through it). I've witnessed ridiculous things, some uncalled for an some amazing. My life is one big rollercoaster. I'm not going to sit here an say that it's the worst possible thing ever, but I wouldn't put any blessings on it either.
I've lost friends, an gain many. I guess its just going to be one rollercoaster ride after another lol. All I know is even as complicated as it really all is I wouldn't give my life up for another one ever. I love the people in my life, an thats just the way it is. One big italian, loud, obnoxious family :)
With this post though, I'm leaving it with these words that Michael an I say together but it'd fit it perfectly.
Some people's fucking kids.
-signingoff->
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